Bulimia is definetly kicking my butt this week!!!

So I just made myself sick again, I went at it so hard I managed to throw up icing I are about 2 hours earlier ( we were given birthday cake by guests – I pinched a bit if icing – it threw me over the edge I needed to be sick) now I ache all over again! I’m looking forward to Sunday when I can eat to sweets again! I can’t throw up sweets so I can survive on them for a while till I sort myself out! I’m going to get on my scales tomorrow. I’ve been avoiding them since Monday cos I’m scared if what damage I’m doing but I’ve got to the point of being in a constant fat attack so I need to know the truth! I hope tomorrow is easier!

Bye for now xxx

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