I haven’t posted for a few days and quite a lot has happened. My closest friend on the team has left because she got a new job. I had a phone consultation for my anxiety therapy. And I completely lost control and motivation the past few days. I’ve made myself sick twice and I haven’t been to the gym.
So I’m going to muddle through till Friday, when it’s pay day, and then I’m kickstarting a health kick. If I’m going home next month I have to be able to eat a meal so I’ve got a food order coming in Saturday. I’m cutting out sweets for a while too. I’ve ordered some small meals and lots if fruit!!!
I’ll try! I hate how fat I am right now! I feel huge and flabby and uncomfortable. I need to sort it out!!!
Bye for now xx
twirlybunny 